It has been nine months since my last blog. Life got good and then plummetted straight into the pits of hell. No, I'm not being dramatic. Yes, I will admit that I have been called a drama queen but this is the real deal.
For once in my life I created that silver lining everyone is always referencing. I did it all on my own. I was on the top of my game and ready to tackle to world. Out of the blue my world came tumbling down. I was shocked and horrified. Now that I think of it I should have expected something bad to occur and take away my silver lining. Life hasn't been very nice to me and I was naive to think I deserved any better.
The happiness is gone from my life. I no longer find pleasure in cooking, being around people, reading or anything else. I would work 15 hours a day if possible and seven days a week. When I'm at work at least I'm around people. As soon as I leave the office I'm by myself and left to deal with the intense sadness, despair and hopelessness. My dreams for the future are gone. My best friend is gone. Tears have replaced all that was taken from me.
About Me
- JB
- I realized too late in life that I wanted to be a pastry chef when I grew up. Needing to be able to pay my bills I settled on accounting. Since I don't bake for a living I spend as much time searching the DC area for the latest and tastiest food treats. My adventures allow me to locate the "Best Of" in order to share with friends and the online world. I then try to recreate some of my findings at home. I also enjoy creating my own masterpieces which pleases my husband greatly. The man eats very well.
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